When you got to say, you got to say.

Colours mean a great deal to people, yup? I just visited the blogs of some of my old classmates and I realised that most of their blogs have very very dark backgrounds. Which actually is quite soothing to the eye. It makes reading easier. Except that the font is often way too colourful and often surprisingly small. My blog has a white background, which makes it a little boring, a little too bright, though I feel it has a wakening effect.

I realise that reading blogs can be a very inspirational thing when it comes to writing your own blogs. It is because of the power of suggestion. Rather powerful. For example, I give you a very physiological example, yawning. If one among many friends sitting together yawns, the others probably feel bored. Then one other friend may probably also yawn.

The power of suggestion also applies to writing. Just like, when you see people write, you will have an urge to write an article of your own. I'm not really gonna say which blogs I have read jus now, haha, but I saw 1 which is meaningful as usual. I saw 1 that is funny and detailed as usual. I saw one that sounds quite angry. Then I scanned through 2 which are boring. Seems to me that all my friends are relatively enjoying their lives, even if it may be a little tough at the moment.

Today, I very unexpectedly quarrelled with a friend. I normally do not quarrel because it strains relationships. But this one got on my nerves. It happened because for the upteenth time, I postponed a date. This sounds out of the thin air. But a friend of mine got very angry when I said that I dont feel like going out, again?
Later, I talked a bit about this source of discontent with a seperate party and this other party reckons that if she were the person in discussion, she would be rather mad too. I was a little taken aback by this remark. Because, in my opinion, there is nothing to be angry about when someone dont want to move her butt from her house. Hence, I tried to think from the other point of view, still.... I think there is just not sufficient reason to flareup. I was accused of not putting in effort to maintain the friendship, which upon hearing, made me flare up.

The argument with my friend ended without an end, halfway online.

There are so many blogs, so many windows to people's life, through which we can also feel what they're feeling. Coming to think of it, I wasnt able to blog, or able to write because I lack a driving force. Sometimes I blog because I need response. Sometimes I blog because I need a vent.

Alright, I'm going to the next post because I'm gonna start a seperate topic.