The Dark Forest

If I could imagine what my feelings and predicament now, I would say I am in the heart of a forest, forgotten, dark and lonely. No light penetrates the dark shafts of the forest floor and no birds sang in this lonely land. Nervousness and fear fills every inch of my body and soul until I feel I would break down. Sometimes I cry to pass the time and sometimes I try to walk my way to light, but each proved a dead end. I feel despair, as though my heart would never know joy again. All the warmth and smiles seemed to have forsaken me, or the forest and its terrible darkness. I feel isolated, scared and apprehensive. I am distraught.
The exact sorrow that I feel now, no one would ever try to know or comprehend. I feel completely engulfed by gloom and feel as if I had turned into part of darkness. The little happiness that had lived in my memories now seemed so distant a dream that I fear they were insane thoughts.
How I wish this eternal night would come to an end. This devilish nightmare is turning me into a crazed soul and I fear when the day comes and my mind can’t take it anymore, the ground, though cold and hard, would become my last resting place, where my heart though laden with depress, would find peace and stillness at last.