There is room at the bottom

我带着平静的心情写这篇日记。突然发觉默契的重要性。随即所有以往所执著的东西都变得微不足道，心情放宽了。默契是无言的。默契是一个眼神的交会，一个句 话，一首歌。当两个人同时共有同样的想法，同样的体会，同样的口味，同样的嗜好，同样的笑话，那便是我心里所想的默契。它能是爱，它也能不是爱。这两者之 间已成为灰色地带。迷迷糊糊之中似乎有点浪漫，有点洒脱，有点伤神，有点寂寞，但，淡淡的拥有、久久的享受和轰轰烈烈的结合、昙花一现的快乐，两者之间又 如何决定呢？其实，我们并不需要有决定。默契吗…　:p　
我喜欢当个浪漫主义者，我享受浪漫…　:p　我喜欢听感性的歌，我喜欢背徐志摩的诗，我喜欢咖啡的味道，喜欢法国懒散浪漫的情调^^，喜欢西班牙令人陶醉的街市，喜欢无缘无故对着人笑，喜欢静静地、慢慢地看着时间走着。有时我怀疑，这到底是懒惰还是烂漫？哈哈…
当然，一辈子玩耍，一辈子享受，那是没可能的。T_T　但是我依然会向这个梦想前进！我要做一些能够让我快乐的事。虽然生活没有完美，没有童话，但是我还是想要追求一些不实际的东西…虽然知道没什么可能。世界是互动的。又回到了默契。嗨…浪漫哟…真痛苦。

To prove that I'm an effectively bilingual student :x I will blog again, in English! lol

Today, I blog in a relaxed mood. maybe because it's a friday, or maybe it's because I just listened to a song, but maybe it's because I just had a shower, lolz. was thinking about the importance of tacit understanding. I didnt know a better word to use, haha. It's more clear if I use 默契 but er..I'm an effectively bilingual student =x Tacit understand... ah~ is an exchange of a glance, a sentence, a song. When two pple share a common view, a common experience, taste, interest, joke, that is what I feel tacit understanding shld be. ^^ It can be love and it can not be love. In any case, it has been a grey region in between. Sub-consciously, it seems to be romantic, nonchalant, abit upsetting as well as abit lonely. But, wld one rather experience a mild but lingering er...sensation, or a fiery and shortlived union? =o Well, there is no need for a decision. It all boils down to tacit understanding again. hehe.
I enjoy being a romantist. I enjoy romanticism (note the difference between romance and romanticism. honestly, I dont noe if thr's this word romanticism, but I used it anyway to differentiate it from romance =x) I love listening to sentimental songs, tho I wld rather not admit openly, lolz, I love reciting Xu Zhimo's poems, I love the aroma of coffee, the slow and romantic ambedience of France, I like the aluring streets of Spain, I like giving smiles to pple for no reason, as long as they dont think I'm nuts, lol, and I enjoy taking time off, occassionally, to look at the passing time, passing crowd. Sometimes I wonder if it's laziness or romanticism I'm talking about, hahaha.
Of course, I cant play and enjoy myself all life T_T But I will march towards this dream! =x And do some things that I will enjoy. Well, life isnt perfect but I think it's an inborn tendency humans to pursue unpractical and likely impossible things. The world is interactive...erm..maybe I shld say, pple are inter-dependant. Back to tacit understanding. Haiz... romantic wor... agonising.