Literacy notes

Everyone please read Much Ado About Nothing. I LOVE IT. lolz.
I shant bother to explain it here. =x hahahahaha
I'll only say it's a comedy by shakespeare. lolz. just find online for the summary... hahahaha, simply..visit here =p ---> http://www.gradesaver.com/classicnotes/titles/muchado/

These few weeks have been rather boring and I dont have as much time as before to do things which I enjoy (which includes things like reading a book for the whole day, watching an anime for the whole day, etc etc, lolz, basically things which involve spending lots of time doing little work.) Still, surfing the net is my daily routine and I read about Much Ado About Nothing today, hahaha. And I wrote a 'poem' for the Singapore GaGa thingy, at the request of W.J. =.=. ergh, I wonder if it is enough to make people gaga ornot, only 9 lines and it sounded rather lame to me, hahaha.

I realise, that, my brain is suffering from information overload. I mean, overloaded with things which I prefer them not to be there. And oso, once again, ruefully, reluctantly, I struck some conclusions about certain things and realise my way of thinking had been very wrong indeed. To blindly venture into something so unknown, treacherous, yet so danerously tempting, well, it's simply so unwise.

I've been thinking about my daily routine and my lifestyle, about the lifestyle which I'm leading now and the lifestyle which I used to pursue. Inevitably, reality does not allow me to lead the kind of life I want. I'm still feeling like a canfood, haha. 99 out of 100 people around me are slogging like mad, mugging to say the truth and thinking of nothing else other than academic work. I find that very depressing and completely 'un-alive'. To say the truth, Singapore is a terrible place to live it. People live like robots everyday. No wonder the govt have to import talents. duh. This phrase itself sounds ridiculous to me. But of course, you cant expect someone to have the time to draw for you if 101% of his time is spent on figuring out how to get 101% marks in every paper. I know of several friends who have the talent and passion for arts and music, but the society forces them to make the decision to take courses which is as murderous as adding salt to a leech. This is abit of science, lol, lemme explain why salt is murderous to a leech. When you add salt to a leech, water and every other thing that can diffuse out of the leech, will diffuse, lol, out. The leech becomes dehydrated and dies. This is due to some osmosis logic and the skin factor of the leech. Anyway, by adding salt to a leech, u kill it. Simply look at the proportion of arts and science students in school. 20:1. Not very interesting people we have here.

Maybe the way it is the way I act in school and my recent less than glamourous results =x, some people(the rest are too preoccupied with their work dat I doubt they will even notice it if I read them a poem criticising them right in their face. they cant process another other thing other than whats in the lecture notes.) think I'm being hopeless, laid back, lazy, and ask me, "are you sure u can cope with 4 'A's and in a JC ornot?" I would have very much like to reply, "dude, not harping on about how much past yr papers I havent done and not showing on my face how worried I am about grades doesnt mean I'm less capable than you in managing 4 'A's. And actually, my life consists of more than 4 'A's. Sadly to say, I'm sorry tutors, 4 'A's is not my priority in life presently, hahaha. Dont rebuke =x this is my blog and I'm the king =x. People think that not giving something top priority means you wont do well in it, true to a certain extent. But honestly, I can absolutely do well(or at least try to) in something which disgusts me =x, meaning to say, academic work. It disgusts me cos it makes me feel as though I'm being processed and brainwased and packaged to the liking of our government. Though I must admit that there's a forced change in me. Not bcos I'm finally giving in to the system, but it's this pride in me to prove to people that I'm not a lousy quiet girl struggling to cope with newton's laws, to prove to people that I'm not a slave of this whole system. I have a life much more interesting, hahaha. I'm not gonna be faltered by remarks like, "you should really consider dropping subjects." Excuse me, shoo! lol. I dont see the need for me to do something as superfluous as showing you my timetable for working. hahaha.

Hmm..new experiences give new insights. Tho some things have not changed. Basically, I just need a nice comfty bed and a cool weather with some nice music, a laptop (to look professional and modern =x) a warm cup of chocolate and occassionally some surprises at the door.