Prose in action II - Just halt and watch

Recently I realised that time have been passing by really fast. Maybe that or I hav been too busy. And when this happens, it means I wld be more prone to headaches, not to mention being abit short tempered. Some pple, or rather friends complain that I ignore them too much. Haiz.. I hav little energy to try to convince them otherwise. When I start ignoring pple and shutting myself up, it almost always means I'm trying to destress. I hardly log in msn now bcos I cant stand it when 10 windows pop up and half of them requires my full attention. Makes me giddy. I wld very much prefer a quiet lengthy chat with a friend or two. Alrite, maybe I do deserve all the scoldings from the friends I have 'neglected'. Actually I wld like to spend more quiet time by myself and I'm considering quiting an online game which I have been playing for ages. If it had not got itself into such a huge mess, I wld have gladly created a new character unknown to all and start enjoying the coolness of silence in the midst of a crowd. But anyways, recently I wld prefer watching FMA on my computer or jus reading comics on my snug bed. BOO to all those pple who stress me out =p

The home, is not a very warm place for me to be in. If it werent for my comfortable bed and my 3 pillows, I wld have prefered to camp in a library that has a small coffee cafe. I hate the phone especially, whether or not it is calling or answering. And I really hate it when my grandma smokes in the living room or my mum being engaged in some animated conversation with some pple over the phone for 5hrs. Not forgetting my sister who keeps barging into my room without knocking and borrow all my things without replacing them. As for my brother, I dont think I wld notice the difference if he is out for camp or locked in his room mugging. Lastly, I think I only see my dad on sunday mornings, when he chats with my brother at the top of his voice asking if he needed money or his computer needed upgrade or not. Cant recall my dad asking me any of these. Well, exam weeks are the most amusing time of all. Since my mum doesnt even know how many subjects I'm still taking and my dad still has this impression that I will get into pharmacy fac though I told him like since 4mths ago I dont offer biology anymore. But I dont think he gets the fact that biology at 'a' lvls is a prerequisite for pharmy.

But on the whole, I still enjoy my life... haha, occasionally meeting a few people who wld brighten up my day. And my mum really isnt that bad save for the fact that she only cooks lunch everyday and I usually have lunch in school. And u wld think I have the most generous and cool dad except that he installs the latest soft/hardware on my bro's PC which isnt on for more than 7hrs per week or buy 2 mini (really mini) laser printers and keep it on his shelf for 2yrs while constantly refusing my request to have it installed on my PC. haha...

So, except for the fact that my friends arent too happy with the way i destress (being alone, and thus 'ignoring' them) and threaten to terminate the friendship, my life is really as nornal as it can be.

Once in a while, love gives you a fairytale in life.
I think I had better read some fairytales by Enid Blyton while waiting for some fairy tales to happen. hehe..
But still, once in a blue moon, a few surprisingly sweet words still comes through like sunlight through a prolonged overcast sky. Peeking so beautifully. I'll be remembering them for long and amuse myself with them whenever the grey clouds are back again. =)

ended in whispers~
(oit, think more romantically =p do u need me to blow softly into ur ears? =x)