Revisited

I took a new interest in The Magnets recently. There's a song which I like, but I havent found out the title yet. They came to AJ on friday. It's really great. It has been long since something lifted my heart.

I heard a new song and that song nearly made me cry. It's not a sad song... just a little sentimental, rustic, slow, romantic, soft and simple. But, I'm made very tired by other things, so I have no energy to listen to that song and work up my emotions. Perhaps I'm not feeling enough to listen to a song and cry automatically. I have learnt not to let things touch me beyond a few seconds. Most of the time... I'll just stone and let my mind blank out. It has become a bit of a habit now. I have no wish to think too much.

I know time can cure a hell lot of things, that's why I look forward to every tomorrow. I just wish time could rocket. I wanna get out of the slump. So... I shouldnt look back...? Maybe there is nothing for me to look back upon also.

These days when I walk pass CD-Rama, there's always this advertisment on a game called A3. It looks cool and the characters look kinda nice. But I wont have time to play it.

I'm getting too naggy. I'm tired. And I love flowers. And paperback novels. And a cool weather. And a glass of cold water. And a rocking chair. I feel like a grandma. And I'm back to my stoning life and stay away from what upsets me lest my emotions get voilently shaken again. There is only about one reason to make me stone for one whole and that same reason doesnt seem to lift my spirits anymore.