I lost.

I lost and lost completely. Never realised you loved her so much. You asked me what thing hurt me. I didn't reply. Deep in my heart i know, i'm jealous. Forgive me for not being able to say out this agonising reason. You have your girl and she is my sweetest friend. Now I must leave or I cannot hold anymore. I started 6 months ago, knowned you 1 month later, partied my first mom and saw her left. Many emotions turmoils, I dont want to go throught them anymore. I guess i must be heartless and let this carry on. I was hurt but nobody accounts for but but myself. I cry when i think of you and her. I will try to forget. Gd bye.