The Disappointing Happy Dream

I had a beautiful dream last night.

I dreamt that I was on a holiday with...some people...to China. Halfway into the trip, I bypassed them and went to find a somebody, the bosom friend, a man of light. Two years I have lost touch with him, yet now the thought of sneaking away from the team to meet him, thrills me as much as I have just chance upon a blossoming bud.
I found out the way, from some old men. Through a remote village, I can walk on foot, and reach the land of windmills. The land where he resides and where it had put us apart. I walked and with each step, I felt glee which I have not felt for so long. I picked up my handphone and sent him a message to tell him that I am here at last, to meet him in person.

Like two young birds, we met, For two weeks, night after night, day after day, I live in happiness. Each day was a joy, a spring in winter.

Finally I have to go back. We parted in my dream as amiably as we had in real life. But the happiness still lingers. Even as I return via the remote village, each footstep was light hearted. I thought, well, although I have to leave, I was not empty handed. I was rebellious but I was happy.

Then I woke up. The delight lasted for 1 second, 2 second, 1 minute...then it was gone. It was soon consumed by a vacuum and emptiness. I was awake, and all had been a dream. Nothing had changed. I was still stuck with reality. I have to admit. I was crestfallen.

stupid-freaking-bad-luck-against-me DAY

Just when I was about to set my head right and put my heart into doing something academic and purposeful, I have to find out that my luck is so freaking freaking bad!
Armed with determination, I went to the library during my in between lesson break today to photocopy history notes borrowed from zu zong. However, when I was about to insert my cash card into the photocopy machine, I realize that, I have no cash card. … Then I thought, hey hey, there are machines which can use Ez link card leh! Technology rox~! So I immediately jumped out of my sudden dismal and strode with picked up determination to the other row of photocopy machine and inserted my Ez link card into the card reader. 1 sec, 2 sec, BEEP. Verified card, heng ah. 1 sec, 2 sec dragged again, BEEP, checking value. BEEP! Minus value. PUI PUI PUI PUI PUI! Zzzzzzzzzzzzz. I was like so…aghast. What on earth is against me? I can’t even do something correct when I want to? Wah kau eh so sai de I want to cry le. Then I say to myself, sian la, wah kau de stupid bad luck, I must go and blog about it to release my anguish. So I proceed with heavy but quick enough footsteps to the computer area…only to see a 30 man queue waiting for the darned PCs……
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Hence I have to drag my teary feet to find a secluded spot, where I don’t want to read my notes, study my readings anymore but just to blog and surf dogs forum. I thought, luckily, a stroke of luck. Empty tables with comfortable chairs at the quiet area at the reference section on 5th storey. I have to waste a bit of lap top battery but it doesn’t matter at this rate anymore. Then I switched on my lap top, luckily start up sound not so loud, happy…I opened the internet browser, and….refresh, eh? Refresh again… blah…no internet connection.

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I typed all these in Microsoft words before transferring them to blogspot.
Stupid.