Midnight

5h more to the last paper and I am surfing the net and becoming more depressed and desperate and anxious and wanna explode from inside out.
Why? Because I am such ill prepared! Admit it. Uni for me is a total flop. I cant concentrate enough to study. Whats my life getting into? I am wasting every bit of time and money invested in uni la. I dunno why but I cant study! Is it a personality problem or intelligence problem?
I'm not even involved in any school activities except for exams.
My dad asked me hor, do you know what is the meaning of life?

Hey you. I would like to know it too. I bet a thousand people out there are looking for the answer too.
Whats the meaning of life? Tell me! Tell me something that I can accept! Tell me something that I can accept with ease! Tell me something that I wont feel constricted and choked upon hearing!

Darn. Back to exams. Last paper tomorrow and there are TWO papers. I dont think I absorbed anything during the semester for economics. Probably it would be as bad as statistics. I judged from the amount of work put in for it.

Studies studies. Well students in the past dont have the same kind of responsibilty and mental pressure that we students have in the present. So...what is the meaning of life?????
I dont mean to say I dont wanna live on. I just...erghs...cant find the drive to work on for an aim. When I have found, my family opposes to it. So what is it? You tell me I have freedom and there is democracy when you rebutt every of my statement and refuse every option that I wish to make in my life.

So what is the conclusion? Simply write me a program and let me follow it like a machine lor! Ignore LIFE. There is no life.