I am here again today, because I have ran out of things to do to relieve my boredom.

Just would like to say...I am very sick of hounding on my bf. He may be sick of it too and so do I. I just really do not understand why he can laugh so happily when I am plain down and bored. Every" "lol" I see makes me feel just worse. When he is having fun and company outside, why cant he think about me too?

I would only like to include that my life is quite miserable now. Besides the disappointing university life I am leading, my hobbies also do not perk me up. I am sad to say that perhaps I am really a no life person. All I want to do now..is for my bf to accompany me to look at fishes in the local fish shops..But he is too busy. Too busy to spare time for me. And I am sick of asking for his time...I even have to sms him to tell him to sms me. How much more pathetic can my life get? Does he even know or understand that I cry everyday?