4.20pm 22Jan
I still feel so hurt and upset. My eyes so swollen. The things he said yesterday...the tone he used against me...and still he hasnt done anything to pacify me. I feel so dead.

I am hurt and heartbroken. I feel as if I dont know him anymore. He feels so foreign to me. The things he say doesnt seem to touch me anymore. Yet I am scared. When he wakes up, what will he do? If he doesnt do anything for me, what should I do?



I just want you to love me more. The way you did, before, before, before..