Another depressing and stressful day

Come back home with 2 more reports due this week. Stretched till almost breaking.

Then the only female guppy I got out of the competition died. Had to confide in someone if not I will burst apart from inside.
Tried to find eugene only to find out that he is too pissed off to talk to me.

Feel really really upset. After a long hard day, just need you to chat with me, help me out with what you can help me out with. Fine, I'm bothering u. Your last words keep lingering in my ears. Even before u hang up on me I have to keep back my tears.

I really dunno what to say now. Cant even be there when I need u. Waited for you from 12pm till now yet we cant even have a conversation. What am I waiting for?

I am trying to climb up from somewhere down, I reach up to you, asking you to give me a hand. You didnt and even pushed me back down. You know how it feels?