Monday Afternoon

He has changed. Changed so much. Since he got out of NS, into uni and after he works outside. The way he talks to me...it just hurts me so much.

I dont understand and I'm finding very hard to believe. It is so difficult for me to keep myself together and not fall apart.

I plucked up the courage to drop a msg and try to seek some compromise in there. But he threw back the msg at me and acted like it was all my fault. Then he started to get sarcastic. Do you know that every word you said is like a sword through my heart?

Happy couples communicate. Since we dont, it's really bad for us. And I really am trying trying very hard to pull myself together. I need to study. But because of my mood and everything, I am neglecting everything else. I didnt even attend the meeting today. I just cant bring myself to. I am not a zombie. I have feelings. Can you please stop hurting them.