Sleepless night

As youc an see, it is 4.30am in the morning now. I already watched tv until I cant take it (cos all midnight shows are boring and weej should know cos I msged him at 1am saying that I'm watching US Open 2008 and I complained to FM guess3 is boring but I got ignored by her subsequently), and I surfed net till I'm bored.

So the last resort is actually blogging! You all know the frequency of my blogging..

I'm suffering from insomnia.

It's gonna make my panda eyes worse. But I really cant sleep. I feel quite dejected honestly. Bcos I'm feeling very stressed in school. I'm being challenged heavily in quite a few aspects. For example my ability to present, my ability for impromptu speech, my ability to debate, my ability to think critically and my love for arts subject!

Now I think I'm better off being some maggot at home.

And I still wanna tour Egypt before all the pyramids corrode. Where am I going to get the money? No guy is gonna take me there. :( Sad.
And I wanna visit Venice before it sinks. No guy is gonna take me there. Unromantic.

And I cant count on myself cos I can feel my grades slipping right through my fingers!

I'm really really wondering what exactly was I born to do? What kind of talents can I expound on?
What am I????!!! Why am I born? What am I born to do? What is my purpose in life???